Today has been a particularly rough day. Today would have been Tyler's 3 month birthday. We probably wouldn't have celebrated with anything, but 3-months is pretty big milestone. Lots of thoughts of him today. Wishing we could hold him, kiss him, love on him--all the things you're supposed to do with a new baby. The feelings of "It's not fair" start to drift into your mind on days like today.
There was a picture of a group of ladies from church that have recently had babies. Not all the women were present for the picture, but most were. It really made me upset. I should be a part of that picture. Tyler and I should be there with the rest of the new moms.
It's just not fair....
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